the last time i go on the internet for at least 30 days, just trying to reblog some good stuff. please dont hate me
apologizing is all i can do to show im aware that ive done something wrong. only time will show the changes i make to right those wrongs. goodbye life for a little while. maybe i will find something in myself that makes me okay with what ive done in the past or at least lets me come to terms with it. I’m never going to let drugs and the way i handle myself with them lead me to lose anyone i care about ever again. i feel like i killed my bestfriend, i dont want to feel like that about anyone else in the future. i love and miss you. im sorry.